Sunday, June 9, 2019

Feast of Pentecost, Adoration Chapel

My dearest Jesus ever present in the Most Blessed Sacrament of the Altar, I adore You, love You and praise You. It is so very good to be here with You, my Jesus. Thank You for Holy Mass this morning and for Holy Communion. Thank You for my family and the many blessings You give me, Jesus. Thank You for my faith in You and my love for You, Lord. So many people do not know You, do not believe in You. Help more souls to come to knowledge of and belief in You. Help cold hearts to be warmed with the light of Your love. Heal the sick and wounded, free the oppressed and those who are persecuted for their faith. Make those who are unloved aware of the One who created them, out of love, for love. Holy Spirit, lover of my soul breathe the breath of life into Your remnant. Fill us with the light of faith and rekindle in us the fire of love. Lord, God Creator of All, restore Your Church. Purify us. Sanctify us. Heal us of all wounds. Jesus, give graces for conversion to all who do not know You. Give graces for repentance to all who have committed grave sins against You and Your Church. Guide, guard and direct us through this Age of Disobedience and take us into the Time of the Renewal, Lord when You will pour out Your Holy Spirit on the world and renew the face of the earth.

Lord Jesus, thank You for the beautiful weekend (last weekend). Thank You for all who came to the retreat. Bless all who were in need of healing, especially those who wanted to come but were too ill to make it there. Heal their wounds and heal them of all diseases. Restore their health, Lord if it is Your Holy Will. Lord, help me to forgive all who hurt me, either physically, financially, emotionally or spiritually. I want to forgive, Lord. Forgive through me if there are any I haven’t already forgiven. Bless them all, Lord and give them every grace needed. Lord, I offer all suffering to You. Use it as You Will. Heal families who are broken, who have lost the love they had in the beginning. Repair and restore them, Jesus, if not for the sake of the parents, at least do so for the children. Please, Lord. So many are suffering.

“Yes, My daughter. Many families are broken and suffer deep wounds. Those who are wounded most are the children. My children are being attacked, but they do not see their assailant. People with marriage vocations become focused on the world. They begin to be dissatisfied with their lives and begin thinking of what life could be like if they were not married or if they were married to someone else. The tempter attacks them in their weakness and begins to tempt them to be self-centered, to seek pleasure, or to seek companionship from another. Instead of leaning on their spouse, expressing their feelings of loneliness or anxiety, they look to others and find a temporary, fleeting moment of happiness which is really an escape from their duties. This is not true happiness, but the momentary and superficial escape from responsibility that provides a false sense of ‘happiness’. This is a wicked lie of the enemy that wreaks havoc on the Sacrament of Marriage. It is a betrayal of the deepest sense when one betrays one’s spouse by committing adultery. Be strong in the Faith My children. Carry your crosses. Are your children and your spouses burdens to you? Pray for an increase in love. Embrace your crosses and you will see that they are your paths to Heaven. Families are meant to help one another with their burdens. They are not too heavy for you or I would not have given them to you and you to them. Consider this; if your children are burdens to you due to their great love and dependence upon you, in your betrayal, you have become something worse-a betrayer, a loved one who no longer chooses to love but to flee just when they need you most. I experienced this when one of My Apostles, My close friend Judas betrayed Me. Do not be like Judas who upon realizing his sin despaired and committed suicide. Be like Peter who repented with deep love and decided to love stronger and with greater conviction. Peter asked for forgiveness and declared his love for Me. He committed his life to showing his love for Me, even to death on a cross. He imitated My love for you and for My Church by giving his life out of love. This is what My married children are called to do; to give up one’s life for your spouse, for your family. You are called to be like Me, your Lord and Savior. I did not run from the cross. Neither should you. I will give you every grace, My children. Are you feeling overwhelmed? Come to Me. Are you feeling unloved? Come to Me. Are you feeling weighed down by responsibility and problems? Come to Me. Meditate on My wounds. Meditate on My passion and death. Meditate on My resurrection. Ask Me for direction and I will give it. Do not look to worldly people or things to provide relief, but come to Me, your Jesus. I will give rest to your soul. Repent of your sins, My children. Repent and run to the Sacraments. Your sins are forgiven in the Sacrament of Reconciliation. Do not be afraid to approach Me in this Sacrament. I will forgive your sins through My priest sons and You will be forgiven. Then you can begin to repair the damage done to those you have wounded. I will help you. I will be at your side. I can bind all wounds, so do not fear. Do not resist the Sacrament out of fear for this is a trick of the evil one who does not want your sins to be absolved. He wants your soul to be imprisoned. He wants you to feel trapped. He gives you every lame excuse why you should not go to Confession. Reject his lies. Stand up and make your own decision. Decide for love. Decide for forgiveness, for freedom from sin. Do not be lured by sinfulness that makes you ‘feel’ good for one moment and the next brings you to the pit of despair when you realize what you have done. Flee from this, My children. There is a way out and it begins with My Sacrament of forgiveness and healing. Begin again, My children. My Mother and I will help you. I do not bless those who crush their own children and spouses by their betrayal who go unrepentant. Come back to Me and to My domestic Church.”

“If you are separated because of abuse, violence and fear for your children, I am not speaking or referring to you. Some situations are unsafe for children and I want My little ones to be protected from violence. I am speaking to those who leave marriages because of a desire for infidelity or selfish, material reasons. Those who have been physically abusive must not be permitted to hurt their spouses or children. These children of Mine with various afflictions whether it be addictions, violent tempers or severe psychological and psychotic illnesses need healing and deliverance. My little ones must be protected until there is healing and the family can be safely reunited. These are special circumstances and My love, protection and guidance is necessary.”

“Again, I am referring to those who seek their own wills, their own pleasure and who no longer desire to live lives of holiness and remain faithful to the Sacrament of Marriage. My foolish children, you must wake up and realize that you are on a very dangerous course. If it is not corrected, your souls will be on a collision course. Return to your senses and reject the adversary and his minions. Do not listen to their lies. Return to a life of holiness. Bring healing to your families through your repentance and your rejection of sin. Come, reverse the collision course before it is too late. You not only wound your children, but you lead them astray by your sinful example. Stop this behavior now, My children and return to the family of God.”

Lord, please heal families. Bring them peace, consolation and give them graces for forgiveness. Jesus, families are under attack as much as the Church is under attack. It seems that we are our own worst enemies and the attacks come from within, both for the Church and with families.

“This is true, My child. My people have grown cold. First, they grew soft and wanted a life that is easy. People want the comforts that come from a time of blessing. This time of blessing came from the age of sacrificial love, seeking truth and seeking a merciful, just society. There has never been a perfect society, My child, not since the fall. However, My children sought love, sacrificed and had a sense of duty and justice. Today, My people want the advantages earned by their ancestors, but do not want to pay the price for these advantages. People of this age disobey My Commandments but expect the time of blessing to continue regardless. My children, you cannot continue to live immoral lives, reject faith in God, persecute those who try to live holy lives, celebrate those who live disordered lives, and kill the precious preborn babies in the wombs of their mothers and expect blessings on your nations. I tell you the only thing protecting you for now is as fine as a piece of thread.”

“You elected a President who is not afraid to stand for life. In the face of much criticism, he remains true to his word. He actually said he would be a pro-life President before he was elected, and he is reversing many unjust ‘laws.’ No matter what you think of him, My children, he is standing up for life; something many of My children are too busy or too lazy to do. Take advantage of this time of grace secured by My Most Holy Mother and work for justice and mercy. Live the Gospel while it is easier to do so. I realize these are dark times, My children but you live in a nation that still has freedom. Work now, worship and live now as if lives depended on it, for in fact many souls do depend upon what you do now. Pray, fast, frequent the Sacraments and live the Gospel. If you have areas of sin in your lives, go immediately to reconcile yourself with God and one another by confessing your sins to a priest. Do not be hesitant to do so, My children. Turn toward God and continue your journey to My Kingdom. Be virtuous children of Faith and you will see miracles occur all around you. I came that you would have life and have it abundantly. This is a life in the Lord, a life of love. Decide now, My children and live accordingly. I await your decisions.”

Jesus, it sounds as if it all depends on us. You really respect our free will. Thank You, Jesus for the gift of free will. Forgive us when we do not use this gift wisely and when we misuse this great gift. Help us, Lord to have graces to love heroically. Help us all to be unselfish; to put others first and to make following you our 1st priority. Help us to have a rightly ordered life, Lord. Heal us, Jesus. Our society and our culture suffers so much as a result of sin. Forgive us, Lord. Forgive us and heal us. Purify us and return us to a life of grace. I love You, Jesus. Help me to love You more and more. Oh, My beloved who is also My God, make my heart a flame of pure love for thee.

“My child, My child, thank you for your love. Writing these words was difficult for you and I am grateful.”

Jesus, it is the power behind them that makes writing them difficult. The words alone are not an issue, but writing them from the Word who is Life itself is difficult. But, I am very glad to be of service to You, even though I am not worthy to do this for You. I know You often choose people who are least likely to do anything well, so that all glory will be Yours. You certainly did choose the least. Still, I am happy to be the least, Jesus as long as I am so for You.

“My little lamb, I love humility. I love you. My daughter. I know of your pain, your sadness and your wounds. Remember how I have healed you, My little one and rejoice. It is because I have blessed you, that you long for others to have the joy in knowing Me as you know Me. This is love, My child. You want those who are marginalized and alone to know the joy in following your Jesus. This is loving your neighbor. My child, you are concerned about someone who is living a sinful life, and who says she believes this is acceptable as long as she loves. She is fooling herself. She has accepted lies from the adversary to soothe her conscience. I am awakening her conscience and the realization is beginning for her. It will be painful for her to examine her life. I am gentle, for she has experienced trauma, My child. Entrust her to Me. I am meek and mild and I will bring her along the path of healing and one day she will have true contrition for her sins. Be patient, My little lamb. Continue to be a witness to her of love and mercy. Be her friend. Do not shun her, for many have already done so and this adds to her isolation. Love her without agreeing with her false ideas and be patient. Pray and offer sacrifices for her. One day, I will win her soul.”

Praise You, Jesus! Thank You my Lord and my God. You are absolute goodness and mercy. Praise Your holy name!

“It will come to pass, My little one. All will be well. Pray for her conversion. All will be well. My Spirit is moving and the renewal is occurring now in individual hearts and one day all over the entire earth. Until then, be faithful, be mercy, be peace, be love, be joy. All will be well. Reflect on what the future holds and be about building the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth. Help Me, My children to save souls. Go in peace, My little lamb. I bless you and My son in the name of My Father, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit. I go with you. I walk with you, My children.”

Thank You, Jesus! Amen! Alleluia!