Sunday, September 21, 2014

Adoration Chapel

Hello, Jesus present in the Blessed Sacrament. I love and adore You, my Lord and my God. Thank You that we are with You today, Jesus. I missed visiting You in this chapel, Lord while we were out of town. Thank You for the opportunity to be present during Your Mother’s apparitions to Marija. What a great blessing and grace, Lord. Thank You so very much Jesus! Thank You, dearest Mother Mary for coming to earth bringing Your holy fragrance to our parched world so in need of beauty and love; so in need of You.

“You are welcome, My child for everything. Thank you for visiting Me in My presence in the Eucharist. I am pleased you made the sacrifices on your family vacation to spend time with me in Adoration and also to go to the apparitions of My Mother. These were most important for you, your family and for Her communities. She poured forth Her motherly blessings and graces on all present. She loves Her community members and is pleased you are seeking holiness.

Remain ever close to My holy Mother and you will have your heart’s desire - holiness. I know of your longing, My child and I hear all of your prayers for this intention. St. Pio heard your prayers for this intention, also and he implores me for graces for holiness for you and your family. Do not be concerned for the times you fall, but only get up and continue to follow Me. Time is of the essence, My dear. Souls are at stake. Continue on the path I have laid out for you and your family for My Mother and I are guiding you. When you become impatient, pray for peace and grace. I love you and I am close to you and will never leave you.”

Thank You, Jesus. I love You, also. I pray to grow in my love for You, but I cannot make this happen, Jesus. My heart feels desolate and barren often and I do not understand this when You have done so much for me. I should be leaping with joy for love of You, my God and yet I feel so lost, alone and void of true joy. I only feel at home during this quiet time of Adoration, during the liturgy of the Eucharist or when I am deep in prayer. I don’t understand much of what goes on inside me, Lord, only that I am miserable without You or at best, I am in isolation even with a crowd of people around me. I feel as if I am only going through the motions of life versus really, passionately living each moment. What is the matter with me, Jesus? I do not mean to be so joyless and so ungrateful. Please forgive me, Lord for the many times I have disappointed and failed you. I remember a time when I was on fire with love of You, Jesus. I

am sorry that I let You down, Lord. I do love You and I want to please You.

“My child, this is a normal course in the spiritual life. One experiences ebbs and flows, just as the ocean has high tides and low tides There is a normal, rhythm to the spiritual life, as well. Do not focus on feelings or experiences for these will be in a state of flux. Only focus on the fact that you do love, Me, your Jesus. You may also focus, meditate and contemplate My passion and death. In this way, you will recall My great love for mankind, each and every person for whom I suffered intense pain, cruelty and torture, from the very ones I died to save. I love My children so much that I would endure this tortuous passion again if it were necessary to save more souls, but My child it is not necessary. So great was My act of salvific love that the Father accepted My offering for all time, for all people, those who had already died, those who were living at the time and those who would be born later; All people ever created, and yet to be created. My love covers all and includes all. It is on this one would do well to recall and not one’s own feelings. Trust in Me, My little one. Trust that I am working in your soul, for I am. You have only to love Me and to desire holiness. I embrace you and enfold you in My sacred, merciful, heart.”

Thank You, Jesus. I love You.

“And I love you. I never grow weary of hearing My children tell Me they love Me.”

Good, Lord. I am glad of this!

“My daughter, you are concerned about many things.”

Yes, Lord. I bring all concerns to You, Jesus. I lay these burdens at the foot of Your cross, Lord to be bound by You for all time. I give each concern, anxiety, burden to You. Purify me, Lord. Make me Your own.

“You are Mine, My little lamb. You belong to Me and I have you nestled within the safety of My Sacred. Heart.”

Thank You, My Lord and Savior.

“My daughter, I thank you for the penance offered to Me when you and your family climbed the mountain in such heat. My Mother thanks you for consecrating yourselves to Her. She was very pleased. Please tell your daughter, I am grateful for her penance and sacrifice. All of Heaven was cheering her on and praying for her. Even little (name withheld) had a difficult time climbing and he suffered from the heat. His sacrifice was a most pleasing offering. I cannot begin to explain to you, as you would not comprehend the many graces you received at (location withheld) during your pilgrimage there and also the many graces obtained for the world, for souls who do not know Me or who are far from Me by their own volition. The sacrifices made by all were a worthy offering to God in Heaven, especially so during My Feast of the Exaltation of the Cross. My daughter, you have something of concern you would like to speak with Me about?”

Yes, Lord. I do. I read a small part of a message to (name withheld). I felt I should to elucidate a point of discussion we were having. Now I regret not asking You first before doing so. I am sorry, Jesus. Lord, he would like to hear or read the messages, but I am not sure that would be a good thing to do. What do You say to this, Jesus?

“My child, (name withheld) has been chosen for a very special role, by My Mother. He has been formed and nurtured for his life to accept his role in forming and founding My Mother’s community. Many messages and dialogue between us has been about My Mother’s community, yet you are also wondering about the timing of sharing My words dictated to you. We have a special relationship, you and I, in that I am forming you and am serving as your spiritual director. These are most special times

We share together as you adore My Eucharistic presence. I understand your sensitivity to sharing My words, our dialogue as it is intimate and private. I want you to consider this; will sharing Our love for one another lead people away from Me or close to Me?”

Lord, when you put it this way, I suppose it would lead people closer to You. I don’t see how it could lead them away from You unless it caused people to focus on me instead of You. I believe this is at the root of my hesitancy to share. I seem to resist this in the core of my being.

I don’t mean to be selfish, Jesus for I want the entire world to know how sweet, how precious You are, and to know how very much You love us. I am embarrassed, Lord and don’t want anyone to know it’s ‘me’. If it could be anonymous, I would not be so uneasy about sharing and at the same time I experience this uncertainty and hesitation, I am also yearning to share so they can be encouraged, and learn from You as I have. Jesus, I am a contradiction, that is sure! “My child, these are normal considerations, and are healthy ones at that. I urge you to trust your Jesus during the times of doubt and uncertainty. I also leave you with the decision when to share and with which people, for the times you have shared with others, you have prayed first. In fact, before you read a portion of My words to (name withheld), you did pray to Me to My Spirit first. Do you recall now?”

I think so, Jesus.

“Trust in My Spirit and in My direction, but only after having prayed and listened to My voice within your heart.”

Ok, Jesus. Lord, I am also concerned about what may transpire after sharing with the community, if that occurs (the sharing of Your words). I don’t want to be the cause of any bad will or ill feelings.

“This is understandable, My child but you are not responsible for what others do with My words. This will be their choice, My daughter. You are concerned about sharing My words with (name withheld), but I would like you to do so. Then, leave it to him to decide where to go from there. Allow yourself to trust in him as the founder of My Mother’s fledgling community. In this way, you are also trusting in Her. Do you understand this, My child?”

I think so, Lord. Your Mother, the Blessed Mother chose (name withheld) for this role, so by trusting him to lead us, and by trusting him to share the words You have given me for the community (or as it pertains to the community) I am demonstrating my trust in the Blessed Mother and in Her choice of (name withheld). Is this the correct understanding, Jesus?

“Yes, little one. This is precisely the lesson I want you to learn. Very well said!”

Thank You, Jesus. You are very kind and patient with such a simple child. I’m not very good to grasp what You say, Jesus and even when I do, I often (almost always) forget. Thank You for not giving up on me, Lord.

“My daughter, there will be many difficult times ahead for My Mother’s community. There will also be difficult decisions that will weigh heavily upon (name withheld), My son. My words about My Mother’s community will be helpful during the times of great trials. Even though much of what is written will not be understood by him at first, as things come to pass, and My words are read again and again much more will be understood. The veil will be lifted a bit at a time and deeper meaning is uncovered. You have already found this to be true, have you not My little one?”

Yes, Lord; to a degree I have found this to be the case. It is always more clear in retrospect and even as time passes. When I return to earlier journal entries I find a new understanding and deeper meaning. Sometimes I think I must have just forgotten You said something; it sounds new.

“My little lamb, this is so because there is too much for you to comprehend all at once. Growth takes time, My child.”

Yes, Lord. I can see that it does. Lord, have you anything else to say to me?

“Yes, My child. You will be focused on readying the house, packing, and in many tasks as your house is listed to sell. This will require much time and energy. Do not fear, though that you will be consumed with these things, which are important but you deem not spiritual in nature, for I will be with you and will continue to work in your souls, those of your entire family. While you are working on your house, you are preparing for the next phase in your journey. As you sort through belongings determining which are to be given to others and which are to be packed, you will be taking a journey through your life and remembering difficulties and also precious memories. During this time I will continue to be at work in your soul. You will begin the process of detachment and will begin to enter into the time of leaving things, events and people behind. They will remain in your heart, those who are dear to you but you will begin the process of “goodbyes.” Take heart My little ones, for I am with you as is My Father in Heaven. You are now preparing to embark on the difficult phase of ending your time in your homeland to begin your “flight into Egypt.” Ponder and reflect on these things I have said to you. Think about the parallel between your lives and that of the Holy Family. My child, why did Joseph take My Mother and Me during the night to Egypt?”

To escape Herod, Jesus who wanted to take Your life.

“Yes, My child. St Joseph listened to the warning given by My angel and he left in haste. He was responsible for protecting My Mother and I, and for this reason he did what God directed. In protecting Me, he preserved salvation for My children, he protected what was to come, My true church. This is why, My little lamb, St. Joseph is the protector of the Holy Family and the Church. Your family must also leave, to do My Father’s will. You will all be under the protection of My Mother and St. Joseph and you will go to the desert where the community will spring up as an oasis for others. By doing the will of My Father at the invitation of My Holy Mother, you will all be protected, but even more importantly your community, which is My Mother’s, will be a port in the storm for others during the times of great trials. Do you see, My child how important My Mother’s mission is for Her community? Are you beginning to see, little one?”

I think so, Lord, though it is probably just the tip of the iceberg. I know I cannot fully comprehend, but I do believe the time of persecution will be unlike any other time we know of.

“Yes, My daughter. It will be like the days in the early church when satan persecuted My fledgling church and many holy martyrs entered My heavenly kingdom. It will however be worse, for the tools and weapons mankind possesses now are much more deadly. There will be widespread destruction and loss of innocent lives as in no other time. Yes, My child, this is difficult to grasp. Do not fear, though for I am with you. I will not abandon My remnant. My Mother’s communities will be oases of peace, love, shelter and protection through which I will rebuild My church and life as you know it will be no more, for My Mother will teach you a new way of life. My daughter, this ‘new way’ is new to you and to My other children but it is not ‘new’ in the sense that it is the way God has always intended life on earth for His children. There will be much physical work, but much more joy, unity and love. All will worship me, the one God, the Creator of all, the Son and the Holy Spirit. My children will worship in unity and will believe in My Eucharistic presence. Yes, My child this gives you great hope,. Focus on My promise to you and your family, to My Mother’s communities, for a new way of life. It will come to pass, My daughter. Take heart. When difficulties and trials come and you feel put to the test, trust in your Jesus. Pray for your brothers and sisters who do not know Me or are not following me. A time is coming, yet it is already here, where those who are undecided must choose Me, the light or My adversary the darkness. The time of separation is nigh. Pray, pray, pray for hearts to be opened to Me, God. That is all, My little lamb. Enter the time of your family’s preparation with joy knowing you are giving me your ‘yeses.’ You have confidence in this knowing. My Mother accepted your consecration to Her and you belong to Her and also to Me. No harm can come to your souls. Renew your consecration, continue to pray and make sacrifices and let us begin this time of closure. Closure of your old lives. As this phase comes to conclusion, the mission of My Father begins.

“Go in peace My little darlings, assured of My presence and of My love.”

Thank You, dearest Savior. I love You and I trust in You.

“I bless you in My Father’s name, in My name and in the name of My Holy Spirit. Go now in My peace. Be love to others.”

Thank You, my Jesus. I love You!